My name is Brian and I was raised in Bathgate Scotland. Life was exciting at home and I was loved by my parents although I was a problem child and needed extra guidance than my sister. I was attracted to trouble and that’s why I took drugs at the age of 11. It robbed me from my innocence and that’s all my life became until the age of 31.
15 years of heroin addiction, spending time in prison, committing terrible acts of violence, I went to teen challenge in 2008 and had an amazing recovery time. I became a Christian and gave my life to Jesus. I had seen myself change before my own eyes and knew this was through faith. I spent 9 years and 4 months clean and unfortunately relapsed. I know that this was because I wasn’t living right as a Christian. I was consumed with shame having betrayed my wife. I also lost my job working with young adults and lost my contacts for my business I had successfully built up.
God is faithful to his promise and he has brought me to Reach out Ministries, where gracefully I really feel his love and presence again. I’ve only been here a few months and it feels like I haven’t been away from him. I believe I’ve learned a valuable lesson and God will use my failings for me to live my life for him. My wife is a God-fearing woman and my daughters have a relationship with God with the youngest being blessed to be educated at a Christian school. I’m so blessed my family have everything they need in God . So my prayer today would be God please give me my family back.